love never againWhy is all this weird?!
Why is it that my heart breaks so easily!?
It's hard but I can manage it...hopefully
Why do I bother with this stuff?
I can just skip it and never look back...
Yeah that sounds nice
But it's different for me
But it won't happen
Got a crush?
No of course not
I'm just invisible and no one sees me
It's quite sad once everyone thinks about their love life
Some just go though people without thinking
Others just steer clear of it all
I'm in the middle
I want someone
Alas their unaware
And if I ever do get that person
Grudges will be held
I've asked people and they sometimes reply I don't wanna die alone...
Or I just need to be with someone...
Or why bother its just love, right?
I've talked with one of my friends
He speaks the truth
Listening to him is my best bet
"Boys say they love their girls to get sex, and girls have sex to get love."
It goes around in a cycle
For that lot I pity you
I've tried to get as much of the idea
The other relationships in the out
questions yet unansweredBlank...its blank...its all blank
Can this continue on a rampage
Or will it stop and give a final strike?
No one knows...no one wants to know
Can the life of others falter and come alive once again
Or do they fall to ash and silt?
Why ask so many questions...why...why ask?
Do people fight for what they believe in
Or do they laugh it off and make an excuse?
Why am I here...
Why does it matter where I am...
Why does it matter who I love...
Why does anything make since...
Or is it just that everything needs to make since?
Will you hold on to it..or will you let go and fall?
When is it rightfully ok to just say its alright I'll move on...
Cause deep down, there is still a sad, angry,
Disappointment in the pit of a darken hole
Endless survival is a fact for life...
Fight on and never give in
Don't run and hide like a coward...but...
Can you do it?...
Can you fight...for what you want...
For what you need...for survival?